Wan finally called me ytd..didn't talk f0r long..haiz..entar lah..i dunn0 wat's wrong wif me..I'm like feelingless these days..pr0lly c0s he left me hanging f0r so long and I'm tired 0f moaning.. cryin f0r ppl wh0 maybe d0 not even care h0w wld I feel.

I kn0w..I may sound bad..I dun want t0 change..I wanna be the same Ain wh0m everyone know. But it's frustrating t0 know dat ppl take advantage 0f my naivity (is there such a term?), my silence and kindness..I dun wanna let myself be strayed away by wat..i als0 dunno..but rite n0w, I'm really tryin my best t0 h0ld on and keep things g0in..

Sometimes I feel like a d0ormat..

Urggh..dis makes me sick.. Things are s0oo blurry...